i never really wanted fame.
because as a blogger,
you’d think i’d be thirsty for it since i wasn’t popular.
fame is a drug that once you take a dose tho,
you’re automatically hooked.
that one pic or video you post suddenly goes viral.
imagine being someone no one paid attention to and suddenly…
The whole world is liking your shit?
that’s a rush.
it supplies you with that good feeling similar to busting a nut.
now that the latest ig star can be born off one post,
males dancing in their underwear
“straight” males going gay for pay
vixens selling shit tea to help others look like them
even teenagers suckin’ and smuttin’ freely for the world to see
their next post needs to be better than the last.
you were jackin off today; you gotta sit on a whole cucumber tomorrow.
it’s too much to keep up with.
your job is to either entertain or turn the “us” on.
it’s off the strength of being an asshole to others.
you gotta leak dms or out someone for that attention.
she-jackals leaking convos because they allegedly bagged king james.
gay hyenas leaking dms because they bagged a “straight” wolf.
sometimes it’s even as far as murder:
honest to God:
I never wanted that life
maybe i have a conscious,
or i’m actually lame as hell,
but i always wanted to make it because of my talent.
when i look back,
i got to another level because of determination and creativity.
even if others helped me,
it was a fair climb.
you never win when you play dirty anyway.
sure they get 15 minutes of attention,
but the other person become the star in the end.
they’re banished and no one fucks with them ever again.
i’m one who likes to be left alone too.
some days i don’t want to see males,
or even my phone.
i don’t always want to be “on”.
i tend to recharge and get inspiration when i take a break.
so i’d rather have success than chase fame.
success lasts longer because it’s genuine.
you’re like the next person,
who is like the next person,
who was like the next person before that.
lowkey: i love those who want fame,
go the “villain” route to get it,
play the victim,
but have whole mug shots on al gore’s internet.