its mad awkward now.
i try not to look in his direction.
he definitely ain’t looking in mine.
this is when i physcially see him.
before he would make his presence known to me.
its like he has found new ways to maneuver around the building.
when we i do see him,
he always looks mad.
i can’t help that i’m being punished for something stupid…
i sent work wolf a text today.
“yo are we good?”
it was marked “read” a 1/2 hour later.
“who cares about him?”
“go get some dick.”
is it really that easy?
just say “fuck the pineapple” after all we been through?
i take everyone in my life very seriously.
even you all reading these words right now.
i’m not a heartless fox.
…Maybe I need to be?
that seems to be “the new animal” nowadays.
life hasn’t turned me yet.
i texted left later in the day to ask him a question.
i was feeling a little insecure.
“when we stopped speaking after that big argument,
why did you hit me back?”
“because you are a good person.”
i needed to remind myself of that.”
hopefully work wolf will remember that.
low-key: i wonder if i’m completely dead to him?
that bad part is i didn’t do anything wrong.
if i did,
he should tell me instead of ignoring me.
this whole situation has me depressed.
its literally that “hello” song from adele.