i believe heavily in the law of attraction.
what you think about is what you’ll bring about.
ever since work wolf froze me out his life,
it has left me to do a lot of thinking.
what i didn’t realize is that it was actually a blessing.
when he left my life,
it’s not a coincidence i started seeing those angel number’s everywhere.
all of them all said for me to:
“think positive at that very moment”
so after i started accepting “what is”,
i was led to start reading,
“no more mr. nice guy”.
the last entry i wrote allowed the foxholer,
to leave a comment that would further more change my life.
he told me to…
accept responsibility for everything that happens in my life
i didn’t understand.
i had to hit up one on my home-vixens to explain.
one i know is on another level.
we’ll start calling her “pose” since she into the fashion game heavy.
what confused me was allowing other people to put the blame on me.
if i stepped in gum,
it started to rain suddenly,
or i had a bad day at work.
that wasn’t it.
it was simply this:
you take responsibility of what you did and tell another story
so i’ll tell a new story about work wolf.
this is what i came up with:
i taught work wolf that i wasn’t strong.
that if i left his life,
he would be the one that missed out.
i taught him i was weak and emotional.
if he did something wrong,
i would find a way to fix it to make things right.
i never gave him the option to take responsibility.
i would run back with an apology to make it work.
he has shown me he is an emotionally selfish animal.
when vixens get to close,
he finds an excuse to push them away.
i should have known he would had done it to a friend.
he doesn’t really have friends,
so he doesn’t know how to be one.
i also wanted more from what he was willing to give.
i should have left that “attraction” and not expect more.
i chose to continue and gave him more power over me.
so that’s the story i taught him and this is the outcome.
it sorta made me feel like a fool…
…but i saw where i went wrong and i accepted my role.
i was desperate,
and going off of “clues and signs”.
this is now the true power.
i took the power back from him and gave it to myself.
i have more clarity because that is just how it is.
i have accepted that.
i started doing it with mi and my parents.
i started to see where my role in all the stories i tell.
everything is making more sense now.
i’m ready for more.
thank you to everyone who is patient on this journey with me.
i feel like i just unlocked a major mountain level.
no where to go but up.