i fell asleep relatively early last night.
around like 10-ish.
that is early for me since i board the sleep express at 1-2 am.
i just jumped up out of my sleep due to the nightmare i was having.
i’ve been having a lot of really vivid nightmare-ish dreams as of late.
this nightmare felt realtho…
i was very lukewarm to tyrese when he first came out,
something about him turned me off and i didn’t know what.
one of my favorite songs of his is “sweet lady” tho.
as he became successful,
i started to fuck with him because of “baby boy” and his role on “fast and the furious“. he plays “cocky and dumb wolf” really well. not only that,
he’s packin’ a serious tailtoo…
over the years tho,
he has let his weird-ass attentionisto behavior ruin the fantasy.
some folks just should never speak. his alleged home remedy for the rona doesn’t help make him less weird either…
like i fonted,
yesterday i was tired.
i went to bed at 7am from playing video games to waking up at 10am.
i’m thinking it’s 3 in the afternoon. nope. 10 am.
i stayed up pretty much the whole day,
but i wanted to go to bed at a decent hour.
for whatever reason,
i was tired,
but i couldn’t fall asleep.
i had a lot of my mind tbh.
one of my wolf homeboys introduced me to this thing he recently used for insomnia.
i take melatonin,
but it wears me out in the day. he said it was this youtube video that helped him crash and stay sleep… Continue reading “that binaural beats me to sleep, daddy”
i haven’t been sleeping.
i wake up at odd hours during the night.
what i think is morning is really 2am.
i woke up at around 3am.
since i couldn’t get back to sleep,
i decided to send out a few resumes.
i think my body is internally worried. one job in particular stood out…