we meet him,
we like him,
we wanna be with him.
…and end scene.
i don’t know if you’re like me,
but i am easily turned off as i am turned on.
i might really dig someone,
fall head first into these crazy crushes,
but the moment he does something that makes me have to side eye tf outta him,
he’s pretty much cancelled for me.
i’m very weary to dealing with fuck shit these days.
i was thinking about something that i wanted to share with the foxhole.
if dude is treating you like that now…
My world has a series of ups and downs.
I should have a damn reality show with all this fuckery going on,
One minute, I am up and then the next,
I am somewhere on the ground floor wandering around in the lobby.
Sometimes I want to tell Satan, “Oh ok very funny! What’s next?”
… and then I realize he ain’t joking.
He is very intent on making my life hell.
Or, is it me?
Am I the cause of my own problems and I just don’t realize it?
I started to wonder:
Are these my lessons…. or my lapse in the right judgement?
Is it me, or is the black community filled with an abundance of users?
Why can’t we as blacks never get it right?
I know we have talked about this type of Wolf,
but it seems that even your own “friends” or people we work with.
Someone who on the outside portrays the epitome of “good” to everyone else,
but they have the wrong intentions and the wrong spirit… with you.
Everyone speaks so highly of them, but they want to give you their ass to kiss.
It is always a downer to meet someone like this because you keep asking, “why can’t everyone else see this??”