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Hey Jamari,

I hope everything is going great.  I recently turned 28 years old (I feel so “out of place” with everything sometimes–social media and even things that trending).

Sex: I have smashing (or being smashed) for years. I guess I’m a pro lol and that makes me a “hybrid”.  However, I always wanted to know if I had “good booty”. I make sure that it’s CLEAN and smooth. I don’t get fucked often like I wanted or as frequently lol. The “trade” always say “you creaming” or “that’s some good shit”.  I guess I always self-doubting myself because I always think they say that to all the other foxes. As far as my “manhood” the girls always that its big cuz they see the print. But I think it’s average. Even in bed, they can’t take it ( that what they say). I guess I have become very insecure about my sex life/game.  It seems that with social media, that everyone is banged out and I’m behind the curve.

I don’t know how to feel. I guess the lack of sex and interaction of dating has made me feel unattractive.  I shouldn’t compare myself to the guys on Instagram, etc; however, those the guys I want to date and become.  I should be happy that I’m alive and happy.  What do you think?

Love the blog, keep it up.  The FOXHOLE loves you!!!

MY ANSWER…

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i don’t know when last i ate at applebees.
there are so many great hidden spots in new yawk to eat at.
well it’s good to see more racism alive and well tho!
so two black vixens decided to eat at a applebees in st. louis.
the waitress thought they were two other black vixens who “dipped and dashed” the night before.
a foxholer sent me what happened via facebook…
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well i didn’t say it.
i think it at times tho.
^that snow wolf is saying it loud and proud on his shirt.
his name is andy ternay.
this is what was on the back:

he’s in texas doing this too.
eek.
well,
andy caused a lot of commotion wearing that shit.
a foxholer sent me his response about it on his facebook…
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foxhole.
we literally have 5 days until we have our psychotic meltdowns.
“black panther” comes out this friday.
it’s already ( x breaking records ) ahead of it’s release..
when i hit up the pretty vixen,
who agreed with me to go opening weekend a few weeks ago,
she gonna tell me…

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some parents need to love their children better.
if mine were alive,
i would have told them that exact statement.
it really fucks us up as we develop into adults.
you can’t bribe us with toys and luxuries,
yell at us when we break their order of control,
and somehow think that’s great parenting.
there are levels to producing a quality human.
i was not taught to be one of them.
this was a deep conversation with a family member i had yesterday…

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i got asked a question today that i put up on the ig foxhole.
a friend of mine randomly hit me up to ask me this:

i know.
i was pretty floored myself.
so this is how the conversation went…
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