we literally have 5 days until we have our psychotic meltdowns.
“black panther” comes out this friday.
it’s already ( x breaking records ) ahead of it’s release..
when i hit up the pretty vixen,
who agreed with me to go opening weekend a few weeks ago,
she gonna tell me…
“i have no interest in seeing it…”
i really wanted to black on her,
but God has truly been working on me.
i woke the fuck up from that dream and got pro-active.
you know how long i’ve been talking/fonting about this movie?
i went ahead and did something else.
HIT UP FANDANGO APP ON MY PHONE,
PRE ORDERED MY TICKET FOR SATURDAY,
AND WILL GO SEE IT ALONE
the tickets are pretty much sold out when i want to see it,
which is friday night.
i figured we would go see it after work and then hit up a restaurant.
i’m sure i’ll want to dissect over a nice dinner.
you always gotta be prepared in life for plans to change.
in my self work,
i’ve realized i need to start doing more things alone.
i go to work alone
i shop for groceries alone
i shit alone
i write this blog alone
i can’t get too mad anyway.
i bail on folks when i don’t feel like doing shit.
this is a “me” year and i’m killing the neediness of needing someone to do shit with.
i need to learn how to appreciate my own company anyway.
lowkey: a vix-bi sent me this…
I know we all are excited about going to see “Black Panther” but I think the fact that we’re broadcasting our excitement and this whole “black power” movement is getting some people worked up. It’s so much hate out here towards our people especially with the orange dictator in office that I just feel a little uneasy about going to see it in theaters, maybe I’ll just wait until it comes out on firestick !
the thought did cross my mind,
but all i can say is beware of your surroundings.
know your exits and always be prepared.