i want to get back into the law of attraction lifestyle.
when i focused on that for a good period of my life,
i was really seeing the benefits of the universe.

my hair was growing,
my skin was clear,
my crops were watered

a haiku.
now tho...

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we are really abusive and you don’t even realize it.
this current dragging and ghosting culture is a high key sign.
another sign is how we treat others we claim we love.
even if the person is good to us,
or are our biggest cheerleaders,
we will turn around and treat them like stink trash.
that “love” word can be so dangerous in the wrong hands.
it isn’t until they leave,
or they drop dead,
that we recognize their worth and realize just how trash we really are.

Are some of us low-key psychopaths out here?

hmm.
so i was talking to one of my older cousins on my mother’s side last night…

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guess who tole us?
marvin bienaime,
that’s who.
his ’19 artistic nude digital calendar goes on pre order on black friday (11/23).
he had some visuals to share…
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the death of kim porter really saddened me.
even though she wasn’t a big public figure,
she was still a “someone” within the industry.
the out pouring of love and condolences have proved that.
i have not stopped thinking about it since.
she left behind 4 beautiful cubs in her sudden death:

nothing is worst than losing a mother at a young age.
i already know and wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy.
well some of them started posting their tributes.
this is who had what to font on their instagram accounts…
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next to toni braxton,
mariah is pretty much one of the last living early 90s divas.
janet started in the 80s so i won’t count her.
i might be missing another legend so correct me if i’m wrong.
so i got a chance to listen to “caution” over the weekend.
my thoughts…
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*the following entry is rated R
viewer discretion is strongly advised

 lamonte is straight and happens to be very gay friendly.
i didn’t know males could attend these kinds of events,
but as you can see,
this is from one of his exotic paintings sessions.
i doubt you can rub him down like the vixens do,
but they will allow you to paint and have a good time.
a foxholer sent me the stories of djmomoney and well…
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