i want to get back into the law of attraction lifestyle.
when i focused on that for a good period of my life,
i was really seeing the benefits of the universe.
my hair was growing,
my skin was clear,
my crops were watered
i don’t know how to do it again.
i remember it was a time when i was happier.
money was coming in,
dick was on call,
and i had a direction in my life.
i feel lost and all i can think about is that.
how do i make money?
am i a loser?
where do i want to be in 5 years?
will i get there?
i think that’s the problem.
i think i have a lack of faith and a huge amount of fear.
i want to change that way of thinking completely.
i’m feeling led to a new direction of thinking again.
there are these moments where feel peace wash over me.
i envision me in a nice home or doing something with my career.
sometimes it’s a wolf on top of me,
looking in my eyes,
and kissing me shortly after.
those thoughts make me feel hope for the future.
i hate losing that and going straight to worry again.
i’d like to keep that energy more often.
it keeps mecreative and moisturized.
i want to live my best life again.
lowkey: i’ve been seeing 222,
i turn on my phone and it’ll be on 11:11,
those have to be some kind of sign,