people have this huge misconception you cannot be sad.
you cannot have feelings.
even as a man.
you always have to “happy go lucky” every day.
ignoring everything that is eating you up inside.
i think this is where celebs go wrong.
they try to put on this front everything is “okay” in their world.
that material things and selfies means life is peachy keen.
it causes us,
the people in the audience,
to feel we need to be the same way.
that if we aren’t smiling 24/7,
or acting like life is completely perfect,
that something is wrong with us.
i have to say…
in order to go from one level to the next in life,
you have to experience some kind of emotion.
not everything will go as planned.
you won’t always get the “wolf/fox/hybrid” you desire.
money will be nonexistent.
everything can just go to shit in a moments notice.
things like that will break even the strongest person.
i’m unhappy right now.
i’m in a pretty dark place emotionally.
my unhappiness marks a good 10% in my life.
i won’t lie and said that i’m not grateful.
i have been blessed with many things.
i’m just going through a sad spell right now.
i have been working on getting through it.
i’m thankful to the foxhole for letting me express myself.
i’ve landed in a valley somehow while climbing over my mountains.
i guess in order for me to grow,
i need to continue going deeper into whats bothering me.
i’m sure you already know.
i’m mad this entire record:
so if you are sad,
accept and go through the emotions that go with it.
trying to ignore your sadness only causes resistance.
its that resistance that causes more sadness.
so getting addicted to likes and comments,
spending your last to buy material things for appearances,
being nasty to people for no reason,
and playing pretend because “its the right thing to do” isn’t gonna help.
if you can accept that you are feeling the way you are,
while working on finding the solution,
then you will be successful in getting through that is bothering you.
in the now for me tho,
in the privacy of my own den,
with my mask off to the world…
lowkey: and when people look down on others because they are sad is ridiculous.
disguising ignorance as “tough love”.
“you shouldn’t feel the way you do”.
have some compassion and just be there.
can you hold my hand and let me put my head on your shoulder.
people can be so fuckin’ mean.