“a ha” moments sometimes come at interesting times.
it could be on the train,
at your cubicle at work,
or even as you sit on the toilet.
once you have one,
it can pretty much change the dynamic of your life.
well i had one last night with work wolf.
this may change everything…
so after work,
i met work wolf outside the building to go to a bar.
he didn’t care where he went,
as long as we went somewhere.
i went on “yelp” and found a nice spot down in the lower east side.
it wasn’t that far from where we were.
we hopped on that train and was there in like 5 minutes.
as we had a few drinks at the bar,
i told him i never tried a hookah.
“well lets get one.”
he asked the bartender to get a hookah,
and then went over to a private area in the corner.
“now all you have to do is suck on it and blow it out.”
“oh is that all?”
it was like smoking weed but with a lot of smoke.
between the drinks and that,
i felt extremely mellow.
so did he.
perfect time to pick his brain.
the conversation we had following was pretty deep.
we talked about our pasts,
and things that have shaped us into who we are.
he said he thinks new vixen is a potential stalker,
liar liar is doing her usual shit,
and that he is about to dump some vixen because:
“all she want to do is have sex”
straight wolf problems?
he told he doesn’t know what he wants to do with his life.
when i came into his world,
i started to encourage him to want to do more.
he never had someone in my life like me before.
someone who gives a shit about him.
i came to the conclusion that i would never date him.
he does things that i can see would hurt me in the future.
he has cheated on everyone he has dated
he isn’t a good cheater
he has a “hoe” problem
he caught crabs being a cheater with a hoe
not to mention:
he doesn’t trust vixens
he never been with a vixen for more than 6 months
he gets bored with them after they start dating
this is definitely not the “wolf of my dreams”.
he isn’t aggressive and i’m sorry,
but i want my wolf to be all over me.
i want his presence to be present in my life.
he reminds me of ^this song.
i appreciate work wolf’s friendship.
he has done things for me no straight wolf has ever done.
i won’t lie and say that i’m not extremely sexually attracted to him.
i feel thats where it stops tho.
i had to realize that lets say he does get down…
Do i really want to ruin a friendship sleeping with him?
the answer is “no”.
after we left that spot,
we searched for someplace to eat.
as we walked,
he was so close to me.
his shoulders were touching mine again.
it was like he was purposely trying to make that happen.
i didn’t get hard.
we went to a diner and got something to eat.
he paid for the hookah and drinks.
i was just happy to be out in the new yawk air.
summer in the city is always an event.
funny thing is,
he never been in the areas i take him.
i am introducing him to a whole new world.
he is absolutely fascinated.
thats what happens when you take a wolf out the hood.
he wants to hang out again next week.
i can see this friendship blossoming into so much more.
low-key: i’m buying a hookah.
i liked that shit.
as soon as i get some extra money.