there is a scene in a movie i watched as a kid that i remember vividly.
it was in a movie with dmx called “never die alone“.
in this scene,
raven gomez-preston gets hooked on a particular drug from dmx’s character.
he spitefully did it so she would only have to go to him for drugs.
so she is a full blown drug addict atp.
fast forward,
there is a scene where she is crying while he is having sex with her.
the look on her face looked so defeated that it made my skin crawl.

an F-Bi sent me a drop about a gay for pay sex worker we recently fonted about.
as i went down the hole regarding this,
i found something that really disturbed and confused me…