i feel angry these days.
my therapist told me how this is a change from when i first started.
now i’m not gonna hold you,
but my anger isn’t making me bitter.
i’m actually still quite pleasant.
i’m not listening to sad songs and crying about things undone.
even within the darkness,
i still hold onto hope for a better tomorrow...
I’m angry at the things people did to me.
I’m angry at the things I allowed.
therapy helped me pull the rose-colored glasses off.
i can’t put all the blame on everyone.
i played a major part as well.
I should have learned boundaries.
I should have brought down the rains of hell on some people.
I should have realized these curious males were not checking for me.
I should have understood my energy is precious and needed to be protected.
know better now.
so many other things i allowed that ended me up in misery.
i feel like my true power is coming back.
i feel different in ways i never felt before.
i will always recommend therapy to anyone.
Why hold on to things that don’t serve you any longer?
i might be low on funds and in my crib for months,
but this is the happiest i think i’ve ever been.
I worked on me and I feel ready to come back.
a healed jamari is gonna be the most dangerous one yet.
“when my dragons are grown,
we will take back what was stolen from me,
and destroy those who’ve wronged me.
we will lay waste to armies and burn cities to the ground.”