i woke up on the wrong side of the den.
it all started last night.
everything was just a mess…
the streets of new yawk are a mess.
my crib with that messy cousin of mine is a mess.
this relationship with work wolf is a mess.
jamari fox is a mess.
i can’t get over how much of a mess things are.
i got in the crib last night and went straight to bed.
today i don’t feel like being anywhere.
i’m just floating.
i don’t want to be bothered.
none of that.
my whole life is on “do not disturb” today.
the sound of anyone’s voice is grating my nerves.
i just want this day to get to 6pm so i can go home.
don’t bother me.
update: i wrote that in the meanest funk today.
i did turn the day around reading about positive affirmations.
i also found a good therapist…
until he told me doesn’t see anyone after 2pm.
he was in a penthouse office in the city too.
i want a black and gay one,
but i’ll settle for a black straight wolf who isn’t a judgmental asshole.