i’m so proud of star fox today.
he has come such a long way.
when we first met,
i saw something within him.
it was like he glowed.
he latched onto me really quickly.
i remember when we use to talk about what he wanted in his life.
it always seemed like he was always going through something.
if he was to write a book,
i know it would be a best seller.
star fox is currently working behind the scenes of a video shoot….

he called me just now to tell me the good news.
people are actually working under him.
he is in the driver’s seat.
he sent me pictures and it blew me away.
after all that drama with the people he met,
he was able to get the last laugh.

“i don’t know what i did to deserve this…”
“are we quoting beyonce from that concert dvd?”
“no i’m serious! why me?”

i had to tell him to shut up and thank god.
he is one of the “chosen” ones.
the people who were the “underdogs“.
they were always second guessed.
no one supported their dreams except the ones who believed in them.
not many people make it to that level.
it takes a special kind of person to rise above.
god doesn’t hand out these kind of blessings to the regulars.
not everyone is meant to be beyonce.
we need the erica menas and keyshia coles to balance life out.

out of everyone in his family,
i know he will go far.
they play the fuck out of him for his other siblings.
they even have put strangers over him.
i never understood why.
he would bend over backwards for them and they would shit on him.
he has had to fend for himself,
while the others get pampered because they are “doing things”.
they look like they are making moves.
i was never impressed.
i knew with that struggle that it would create a warrior within star fox.

our stories are so similar.
which is one of the reasons we are so close.
i know his pain.
i been there.
hell, i’m still there.
recently i finally said “fuck it”.
i’m going for mine; unapologetic style.

sometimes when you think life is hard,
you’re getting beat down left and right,
ignored for other people for someone who “looks” better,
it is all just training you for a higher purpose.
don’t get envious or jealous.
create your own lane.
(nothing worse than a copy cat)
fuck what anyone else has to say.
remember this is your life and you can be the exception,
not the rule in the future.
just keep on pushing.

it will all make sense soon.