often times when we ask God for something,
shit tends to go south very quickly.
you can’t expect to get anything in life that easy.
you often have to put in a ton of work to achieve your goal.
so when i’m trying to manifest something i truly desire,
i’ve always noticed that it never comes easily.
when we are in school,
we must take a test at the end of a semester.
you will be tested in the school of hard knocks.
now i don’t know if it’s just me…
…but i’m often put through immense amont of bullshit beforehand.
pureeeeeeeeeeeeee legit stink bullshit.
expect a whole blood,
and tears by the time it’s done.
after i laid my intentions on new years:
it seems in every avenue of my life,
things are taking a turn for the worst.
i’ve asked for some things to come into fruition and the drama has popped off.
i feel bummed by everything that’s happening,
but i’m at peace with the results.
no matter how hard these tests are,
i’m gonna take the blows as they come.