her phone is off.
so that means no more snapchats,
following the kardashians and rihanna on instagram,
and worst of all…
NO MORE TEXTING WOLVES!
one mo gin:
she found out that her bill is 164 dollars past due.
this was after she was “take it hard” someone from french montana crew got killed.
well she got a message that if she doesn’t pay the bill today,
it will be sent to collections.
how that happened i don’t even know.
between juggling to pay rent this month,
and other bills she has,
her job simply does not pay her enough.
so in other words:
as i watched her beg her phone company to turn it on,
a part of me wanted to help her.
i was going to pay the 64 dollars,
64 dollars i don’t really have anyway,
that she needed to help keep to on.
see thats that side of me i need to kill with fire.
that side that always wants to help people when they are down.
i was there where she is today.
i’m still kinda there actually,
but i had to learn to budget.
i also didn’t have anyone to help me when times were tough.
my baller wolf who would drop the funds in my account hasn’t popped up yet.
i decided that mi needs to learn the same.
i can’t always rescue her when she falls each time.
she has to learn to be without sometimes.
it will teach her how to use her brain and learn survival.
its time for her to start looking for another job.
her season is at the bottom of her mountain and starting the climb.
i know she will be ready.
for right now tho,
she is in the living room:someone bring her some ice cream.
its gonna be a tough start of the season for her.