i want to take some time to apologize to the foxhole.
i need to be completely honest about something…
as you know,
friday started the the 6th season to “insidejamarifox.com”.
it has been a great 6 years letting you inside my world.
the good and the bad,
i can always count of you all to give me the real.
i am always thankful for that as i don’t have many friends in the life.
hell i don’t think i have many friends right now.
a lot of the straights i know are getting the block button.
has been “the trails and errors of fuck shit”.
working at this job has been completely stressful for me.
i have been in this emotional brain fart half the time.
some days are good.
other days not so good.
when i get back to the crib,
i’m so tired that i just want to crawl into bed.
add recent “the work wolf files” in the mix,
as well as “the new mi”,
and it was roller coaster city.
at one point i thought i was losing my damn mind.
anyway i want to apologize.
for neglecting your suggestions,
i gave my power to things that didn’t need it.
i see you foxholer in my google+.
your advice about giving my power away touched me.
here i am letting a job,
the people at it,
and a wolf get in the way of what is truly important to me.
all of it made me lose weight and hit an emotional rock bottom.
last night i called silent unity and asked them to pray with me.
i needed to start anew.
now that my old boss is gone,
i have faith all the negativity and added stress will be removed.
lowkey: this is the official theme song for “season 6”: