sometimes, you just gotta turn yourself “off”…

I walked out from my bedroom into my living room and the writing was on the wall.
no seriously,
Mi had taken a permanent marker and written nasty messages all over my walls.
How she got into my apartment was a mystery to me.
I know she gave back all her keys to me,
but did she make a spare?

I felt extremely horny for him.
I haven’t thought about him in quite a while.
Ever since he left me alone to tend to his relationship,
I decided it was best for me to move on.
For whatever reason,
the thought of him woke me up outta my sleep.
I felt this strong sexual energy take over me that I could not ignore.
At 430am,
I’m jacking myself off stupid with thoughts of him inside me.

i did not sleep last night.
i was having nightmares and filled with anxiety.
before i went to bed,
i was reading arguments about the jab from both sides.
i was wrapped up in natural happiness i never felt before a few weeks ago.
i had to wake up early to call unemployment today,
but of course,
i got the runaround and drop from them.
foxhole… Continue reading “sometimes, you just gotta turn yourself “off”…”

the devil wants to turn us off

something is off.
i don’t know if you feel it,
but the energy has been pretty weird these last few days.
excluding myself,
it seems like everyone i know is dealing with something

Continue reading “the devil wants to turn us off”

I’m Not A Bad Person

my main goal is to find the happiness i had a few week’s ago.
i was in such a good place.
i was in this state of bliss that i couldn’t explain.
when i woke up in the morning,
i had tons of energy.
it was like…
i was having great sex with someone i’m sexually attracted to.
i was horny about everything.
i was finally in a good place.
Continue reading “I’m Not A Bad Person”

I Get Mad (I’ll Chop Your D*ck Off)

largewhat a way to go.
“stuck and left naked with a chopped off penis”.
the remix from that lil’ kim song.
it just sounds like a slow and painful death.
well a f-bi sent me what happened in new yawk,
up in the bx,
over the weekend.
a hooker jackal decided the best way to end a situation was…
Continue reading “I Get Mad (I’ll Chop Your D*ck Off)”

My Off Switch is Located Under My Fox Tail

tumblr_m425mvmxpo1rqee86o1_500i need to learn to shut off my emotions…
Continue reading “My Off Switch is Located Under My Fox Tail”

Help Mi

giphythe most devastating thing has happened to mi today.
please keep her in your prayers.
this is what happened…
Continue reading “Help Mi”