something is off.
i don’t know if you feel it,
but the energy has been pretty weird these last few days.
it seems like everyone i know is dealing with something…
– having insane relationship issues
– having major shakeups in finance or living
– health/mental health issues
….or if you’re like me,
lost employment and having to look for a new adventure.
the issue is feeling depressed and filled with anxiety.
i started watching a web series called “giants”,
thanks to an amazing foxholer,
and this scene is exactly how i feel:
yo. this right here is my exact feelings right now. i had to pause it because i legit started to cry. people don’t understand how this feels and i’m glad something is pointing it out. pic.twitter.com/yeFaicUqeN
— jamari fox-stark: king of the north (@itsjamarifox) May 8, 2019
i think the name of this chapter for us is:
“It’s time for a new adventure.”
the universe might be creating a shift to get us all together.
when i look at myself,
and those around me that’s going through,
it seems like we need to find ourselves on another path.
– those relationships really were shit and need to end
– it’s time for new places to live or new ways to make money
– time to stop destructive habits that are fuckin’ up our health
tough times don’t last forever,
but they do help create warriors in these forests.
this week might be a gigantic dookie,
but it might be time to take a step back.
you just don’t have the energy to do anything.
shit is going wrong and you feel trapped.
when i start feeling like this,
i usually feel overwhelmed in depression,
but i get this insane urgency to plot and strategize.
when that happens,
i try to raise my vibration and to attract positive outcomes.
It’s time to take a day(s) to step back and refocus
tell everyone you’re taking a mental break until monday.
i feel drained and without purpose.
i can’t be productive when i feel like total shit.
unless something pops for a job/career prospect,
or i get a surprise dick appointment,
i’m gonna do some self-care these next few days.
i need to get back to feeling like me.