something is off.
i don’t know if you feel it,
but the energy has been pretty weird these last few days.
it seems like everyone i know is dealing with something…
this is probably going to be a controversial statement,
but i’m gonna font it anyway.
i think that some folks out here need to…
Stop attaching their emotions to others
…especially the gay community.
all that energy only creates more energy for the other person.
so you’re actually doing a disservice.
i’ve been noticing this with the whole kevin hart situation…
my main goal is to find the happiness i had a few week’s ago.
i was in such a good place.
i was in this state of bliss that i couldn’t explain.
when i woke up in the morning,
i had tons of energy.
it was like…
i was having great sex with someone i’m sexually attracted to.
i was horny about everything.
i was finally in a good place.
Continue reading “I’m Not A Bad Person”
you gotta watch some of the things you let in your life.
you also gotta watch closely for the energy it gives you.
it could be:
relationships (platonic or not)
if it’s too dark,
it could take over your spirit and have you all fucked up.
so i watched “the walking dead” premiere last sunday.
it is one of my favorite shows,
but that shit had me all fucked up the last few days…
Continue reading ““The Walking Dead” Had Me So Depressed This Week”
i have been so tired as of late.
like jamari fox is running on empty.
even writing this,
i feel like i could do with a 6 hour nap.
i still look good tho.
no bags or fine lines.
i just take pride in making sure i rest.
i actually just woke up from one before i grabbed my laptop.
last week was crazy busy because a lot has happened.
where do i even begin?…
Continue reading “I Would Probably Just Lay There”
i’m realizing something…
Continue reading “Stuff All Your Energy In Me (Real Deep)”