I thought about something today.
What would Jamari be without “thinking“, huh?
I was laying in my bed this morning,
after making a muthafucka of an omelet I might add,
and I was thinking about losing it all….
In life, they say we need to believe and depend in God that everything that happens, happens for a reason.
They also say, “Everything happens in God’s time.”
Sometimes, I feel God is running on CPT especially when I’m in an emotional ICU.
Well, what about those people who die waiting for God to give them this marvelous blessing?
What if these same people prayed every day and night, on their knees until they were bloody.
… and then, nothing.
Were they being punished?
Were they reaping some bad karma?
Were they examples for us to follow that not everything happens to “good people“?
We need to take some very big losses in order to gain bigger wins.
But, I had to wonder if we will ever see that victory in our lifetime?
Some of us won’t meet our Wolf/Fox/Hybrid.
Others, won’t become rich.
But, we all have prayers, hopes, wishes, dreams, and fantasies we live off in hopes of them coming true.
I have seen the underdog take the trophy.
I have also seen winners take huge losses and drop out the race.
It is like life is one huge Wheel of Fortune wheel we spin every time we wake up.
The scary thing is we don’t know where it may land.