ya know what ive realized?
getting to know someone intimately gives you all the answers.
you think you have a clue from being on the inside out,
or have an idea of what the person is putting out there,
but it really takes conversing with the person to get your answers.
this is how i learned work wolf…
work wolf and i been texting since last week.
he texted me.
when i started to pull away and do me,
he decided to push forward.
do what ya do.
i used the opportunity to get to know him better.
from what ive observed,
just by him talking about vixens,
he gets turned off really quickly.
he broke up with his ex because he got bored.
he cheated on her because of this boredom.
i watch this other vixen that works with us do whatever for him.
she is obsessed with him.
like following him around and even doing his work.
i asked him about her:
“did you fuck her?”
i thought she was cute,
but she turned me off.
i don’t know why.”
i know why.
he likes to pursue.
he doesn’t like anyone aggressive.
if you try to get at him or put him on the spot,
he will drop you.
he pursued liar liar and she let him.
that other vixen is too thirsty.
she wants him real heavy,
but doing way too much.
i also found out liar liar and him never had sex.
he just fingered her.
i think that’s why he is so hooked on her.
they still speak on the low.
he is still beastin’ to fuck her.
i got him to show me their texts and everything.
he likes a challenge.
the fact she is with the mailroom supervisor turns him on.
“i want to know i’m better at beatin it down than he is.”
he thinks she is a hoe.
wolves love an unattainable hoe.
well he didn’t know certain things about liar liar so i told him.
it made him see her in another light.
i enjoyed that.
in our convos,
i wanted to see where his mind was at.
when he would talk about sex,
i would low key insinuate my own freakiness on my end.
well shit you would have too.
BTW: i didn’t reveal anything about me at all.
anyway i noticed he would pull away.
he didn’t ask questions like how most wolves would.
he did a simple “lol” or “damn”.
so i stopped.
i decided to play the role as “friend”.
as we talked,
he would be more open about himself.
he became more “he is just okay”.
nothing like the lust fantasy i created in my mind.
sidenote: i need to stop watching porn.
now i wouldn’t kick him out of bed,
but he turned me off yesterday tho.
he said he likes liar liar because she is a freak.
i wanted to know what a freak was to him.
now i don’t know what “the straights” version of being a freak was,
but he said the absolute cardinal sin during a q and a:
“hell naw i would never eat ass”
…and that sorta ended that crush.
i can’t do a wolf who isn’t open to that.
that is def apart of foreplay in my world.
he cool tho.
so who knows what the future will hold,
but i want a wolf who is aggressively into me as i am him.
work wolf is definitely “straight”.
now that could change,
but i don’t think it will ever happen anytime soon.
ya know what?
i’m okay with that.
on to the next…