when you see me,
you see someone of your fantasies.
you see someone that you desire.
yet, you make it so difficult.
it doesn’t have to be this hard baby.
you can get all of this.
oh, i get it.
it’s you, not me.
we aren’t breaking up.
it’s your insecurities waving the white flag….
i now see why down low wolves are annoying.
things could be so simple,
yet they make it so hard.
not everything has to be a trip to a hamster maze.
especially when they want to rip your clothes off with their teeth.
i will admit,
i like to toy with the forbidden.
that is where my fox like senses come into play.
i just like excitement…. now.
before it use to piss me off.
but, i get “it“.
but, i often wondered why does it have to take so long to get there?
why do i have to wait?
he should know my patience is awful?
oh i get it.
i do not look obvious.
as much as that is a gift; it is often a curse.
i started to wonder…
Is it really easier to meet down low wolves online?
my co-worker wolf is definitely on his bullshit again.
he must shit roses.
i just want to drain his pipe dry.
i was sitting at my desk and he walked by yesterday.
no one was around so he caught himself trying to speak to me.
“nothing. how are you?”
“i am good. thank you for asking…”
we gazed at each other.
you know “that gaze“.
i made a joke about the job and he smiled.
he went about his business.
i did way more than my down low wolf contract listed.
just say “sup” and go about whats on my screen.
but, ive turned over a new leaf.
maybe it has to do with this site giving me a brand new attitude coming back here.
btw, tomorrow is my last day.
just a sidebar.
today, however, people happened to be around.
he said nothing.
i didn’t even look in his direction.
play your position.
it’s in the contract.
i have perfected it with all down low wolves in public.
they end up doing more to get my attention.
when i was standing by the copier making copies,
wearing dress pants that make my cakes stick out,
he literally walked so close next to me i could hear this thoughts.
again, i continued to make my copies.
i refused to look in his direction.
i have come to the conclusion we play some twisted game.
“who speaks first”.
one that he will probably keep playing if he has his way.
i only want to drain his dick so i play along.
obviously, he has never messed with a fox before.
he is very awkward when he gets around me and it shows.
do you really understand the down low?
after years of confusion, i get it.
still wouldn’t date one.
unless they are hungry fox eaters,
it will always be a code they never want cracked in public.
they may walk past you and look off.
you just might not get greeted.
they are fighting a battle of trying NOT to look like their dick is getting hard looking at you.
but, ive learned that the more they are attracted to you,
the less attention you give.
you notice when you are ignored by anything in life,
it intrigues you?
well you force them to play their hand when you ignore.
example: one day he said “sup” and i didn’t respond.
he was breaking his neck for the words to come out my mouth.
he was with someone and was looking at me in utter disbelief.
another day, i asked him to get me a copy:
… in a excited voice that sounded like i was about to whip him if he didn’t.
i’m sure he has played that game when he jacks off to the thought of me.
you shoulda saw how fast he got up from that seat.
did i mention a mutual co worker left to another department and told someone he “misses me a lot“?
this same co-worker was his best friend.
the down lows can be frustrating,
and many of us are over them,
but it can also be fun.
shit, some of my readers still like them.
like me, you will learn.
but, if you are lucky you can turn him into your slave…
open him up to the dark side,
or be his ass on call simple bitch.
either way, the best way is to keep your feelings out of it.
but i started to wonder…
- I Have Voodoo In-Between My Butt Cheeks So Enter With Caution (insidejamarifox.com)