i woke up morning feeling oddly relaxed.
as of late,
that has been happening.
usually i wake up with a ton of anxiety,
but it felt like something was lifted off my spirit.
i been meditating every day,
which has been helping,
but ever since i started taking…
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this is the last thanksgiving on this decade.
it’s been a wild ride from 2010 to 2019.
even in all of the fuck shit,
there was a lot to be thankful for.
i’m gonna list some things i was thankful for throughout the decade…
one of my favorite tv couples is randall and beth from “this is us“.
i’d love to be the “beth” to someone’s “randall”.
so they both have this game they play called “worst case scenario“.
it’s where they say the worst cases of a situation and the fears they have about it.
it is a judgement free zone where you say whatever on your mind,
no matter how stupid,
or crazy it may sound.
for this new season,
i watched an episode today where they got their kids into it:
i tried the same game out with a recent situation i found myself in…
i really miss my best friend.
there have been some days i can’t believe he’s dead.
i still can’t believe they took him from me.
someone i know,
who knows i’ve not gained an addiction to these damn funko pops,
sent me the following.
i nearly cried…
so i did it.
today was the day to do it.
my home-wolf told me over the weekend that he needed me to…
“…Indulge in the most unhealthy delicious comfort I can get”
my comfort foods of choice is pasta.
those who know me know i’m a thot for a good pasta dish.
popeyes released their infamous chicken sandwich again.
since i was in the area,
i figured i’d get up and go get me one.
when i got to popeyes,
it looked like this…
send all the chocolate.
so it’s happened.
i didn’t think i’d become “one of them“,
but i did.
i have friends and co workers who are addicted and thought i was cute judging them.
they leave them on their desks and in plain sight.
a fox couldn’t escape them if he tried.