what is the “right decision” to you?
yes,
you,
foxholer.
like,
do you go with:

a) the way you feel?
b) the way you think it will turn out?

i got to wondering about how folks make decisions…

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If you could have hopped in a time machine 5 years ago,
if you could see your life now,
would you expect it to be this way?

that’s an interesting question i was posed recently.
so there is a vlogger that’s known for “reading” people.
not even people that have done him wrong.
he just attacked others at random.
i happened to be one of those people.
i wanna say it was about 5 years ago.
he came into my twitter mentions and allegedly fonted:

“your shit is trash”

something wild disrespectful.
i could’ve responded back with ignorance,
but i knew when someone is known for “reading”,
it’ll be endless back and forth that won’t have an end.
i saw all the folks he had beef with and i didn’t care to be involved.
i left it alone because i felt it wasn’t worth it.
well the other day,
his vlog randomly popped up on my youtube recommendations.
he had an announcement he wanted to share with his fan base…

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imagine this.
you’re sitting in your house right now and you’re with someone else.
boyfriend?
fwb?
they want to try something new today.
so he lays you down,
ties you up,
and puts a blindfold over your eyes.

you trust him,
right?
i mean,
he’s in your home so there is some amount of trust here.
he could have been waiting patiently to tie your ass up and leave you there.
steal your phone and rob you for all your shit.
nope.
you blindly have trust that he’ll know what he’s doing.
when you think about it,
it’s pretty crazy but…

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so charles older brother,
boris kodjoe,
was my teenage dream.
i’ll never forget when he popped up on the show,
“soul food”:

as a cub,
i thought he was the finest wolf i’d ever seen.
did you know he use to have hair?
like many males,
he ended up losing it.
as you know,
i had the same issue recently.
( x see it here )
a lot of males don’t like to talk about this.
well boris wanted to inspire those who are losing their hair.
this is what he put up on his instagram…
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you know what foxhole?
i was thinking about something today and it blew my mind.

The foxhole is the only place I have ever felt comfortable to be myself

in my life…

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i love when i font something and it carries over into the next.
i didn’t think i’d be giving a two-parter to the last entry,
but eh.
 it was definitely drama in my apartment just now.
so i’m writing an entry and my smoke detector went tf out…

Continue reading “up in smoke (more drama)” →