so as you know,
i started watching “game of thrones” and i’m a tad bit obsessed.
i’m currently on season 2 and headed into season 3.
as i’m watching,
i couldn’t express my displeasure of sansa stark enough.
foxholers and friends were paying her bail,
but she was someone that annoyed me to the core.
honestly,
she made dumb decisions that i couldn’t see myself doing…
now.
i think i forgot that i use to be sansa stark not to long ago…
*may contain light spoilers*

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when i find out a male rage because i’ve featured them,
and he gets homophobic and toxic,
i try not to take it personal.
i mean,
he could…

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a.

she came here to make it from down south.
actually,
she came up here to help her triflin ass family from what i remember.
we met at my past job and we clicked instantly.
after all she did for her triflin ass family,
they kicked her out and she was homeless.
her baby daddy wasn’t shit either.
she tried to live at him,
but it was hell.
she ended up having to go to a homeless shelter,
where someone stole most of her stuff one day.
i remember having to console her because she was crying uncontrollably.

“it’s not fair.”

that’s all i remember her saying as she weeped.
she was determined to make “new yawk” work with her baby tho.
i told her don’t stay here to suffer.
we lost touch after leaving that job,
but we recently re-connected.
i just looked at her socials…

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well this goes beyond safe sex.
one of my favorite things to do is read “reddit”.
i’ll be laid up in bed,
winding down,
and get lost in a good reddit thread.
i saw this topic earlier today:

…and wanted to share it with the foxhole…

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ya know,
i could sit here and font about a male.
pick any male.
once i font about him,
he’s instantly in google.
i could font about all his career aspirations,
how fine af he is,
and guess what?
some of them still won’t respect me because i’m gay.
being gay to some is lower than being a criminal.
it use to bug me,
but now i realize:

I got something out of it just as much as they did

see?
i changed my perspective so it doesn’t bother me as much.
i’ve become a lot more selfish with what i gaf about.
one of my foxholers hit me up in dms about an encounter on POF…

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there is no cure for depression.
none whatsoever.
you can take as much meds as you want,
it will never truly go away.
you can learn to keep it under control tho.
that’s what i’ve been working on as of late.
i was talking to pose this morning and had an interesting breakthrough.
so i sent her this article in the “huffington post”…

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