when i’m done; i’m done.
when jamari fox is turned off,
it’s really hard to turn him back on.
there are a few attentionistos who disrespected me and the foxhole in the past.
i’ve been sent their biceps,
thighs,
cheeks,
peens,
sex tapes,
and nothing will budge for me to find interest.

Add on how I’ve been killing it in therapy…

“i feel sorry for that man”.
this mercury retrograde has been an interesting one because i’ve been feeling the shifts.
there was a ps4 gaming group that i was in that i realized i outgrew.
i knew i was done when i fully removed myself from the group chat.
there was one member in the group that i was pretty close with,
but i realized early on they would side with them.
call it my foxy senses coming into play.
i was sent a whatsapp message after a month of being ignored.
there is no need to be nasty in your breakups…

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they think you’re soft.
they think you’re weak.
they see you as feminine.
they’ve been talking about you.
they treat you the way that they do because they think you’re a f*ggot.
i’m gonna always be 100 with you.
so because of this,
they feel they can treat you the way that they have been taught.
they think you won’t fight back and you’ll take it whatever they dish out.
it’s like the animal kingdom.
the bigger animals underestimate the weaker ones.

Oh,
silly straights.
Oh,
silly they are.

see you have a superpower that you don’t realize…

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i feel angry these days.
my therapist told me how this is a change from when i first started.
now i’m not gonna hold you,
but my anger isn’t making me bitter.
i’m actually still quite pleasant.
i’m not listening to sad songs and crying about things undone.
even within the darkness,
i still hold onto hope for a better tomorrow...

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the message is clear…

Ya’ll got me not trusting any of these social media couples no more.

even if folks are private,
they are just sparing us from judging their misery.

Don’t even get me started when kids start getting involved.

#couplesgoals tho.
*snort*
so one of the foxholers put up this video on their ig stories.

 

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i felt like God and The Universe sent that message to me.
i’ve been feeling some kind of way lately.
so i like to send these kinds of videos in texts to inspire my friends.
i get this response that blew my top off…

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“Baby,
I know he gets a little angry but stick with it.
He hit you out of love.
He was tired.
Do you want to be alone out here?
It is a very lonely place.
Please,
stick with it.”

“Jamari,
you aren’t playing the game.
You gotta play the game.
That is just how she is,
ya know.
You gotta think about the money and not your feelings.
You gotta stick with it so you can get hired.” – a real conversation I had.

“They are assholes but they got connections.
It’s not gonna be easy.
Try to be on their radar and make sure you speak to them.
Maybe even help them out with stuff.
Ya know,
show your loyalty.
Just deal with their shit and once you get put on,
you can move on.”

i was having a deep conversation with a friend earlier.
we legit talked for damn near 4 hours about various shit,
but i told them…

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^that is sexier to me than most wolves out here tbh.
benjamin franklin is such a big dick daddy.
so this recent meme is gaining traction with the folks on twitter.
the question is:

In order to earn 100 million dollars, your birth MONTH plus your BIRTH DATE have to record a number 1 hit. Will you make it?

these are the artists…

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