i live in new yawk,
i’ve been in another country at a wellness retreat.
when i shut down my personal social media accounts,
the intent was to come back once i was healed.
that means work on this therapy shit hardbody.
i can say i’m well on my way to being healed and reclaiming my time.
i feel like serena van der woodson coming back to ny in the first episode of og gossip girl.
on my final purge today,
on a brand new moon,
my phone’s contact list lost some serious weight.
that hoe is skinny af.
the way i see things now is this…
A majority of folks in my contact list were not my friends.
too many bodies of people i don’t speak to anymore.
what was i holding onto?
a “potential” connection in the future?
that some of them suddenly seeing my worth?
it’s okay to admit and realize you are simply a moment for some folks.
many of these people’s seasons in my life came to a full stop a long time ago.
I’ll give new (or past) folks my @.
Again: it’s SOCIAL MEDIA and these folks are social contacts.
DMS works as a phone and even FT.
You can even group call and send nudes that can vanish as well.
My phone number is personal access to me.
Nowadays I’m protecting myself and my energy so I won’t give it up as easily.
potential business can get my number.
serious networks can as well,
but i’ll give them my email and we can chat there.
if i see that i’m talking to someone a lot in dms,
i’ll give them my number and we can take the show over to texts.
gone are the days of me giving my number out so freely in hopes of deeper connects.
that side of me has died.
a majority of these people and even males cannot be invited to sit in your table.
some are meant to just be social only.
Cute for an outing or three; bad for potential friendships or relations
thats perfectly fine.
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