this might be a vent or a complaint to the hr manager of life,
i dunno.
it’s been on my mind tho…

why is it when you meet some males and you actually think they’re dope,
they appear to have good energy,
seem like fun to be around,
ya’ll both click just off the strength,
and it seems like they were into you…

Why do they make you feel like you did something wrong for being interested in them?

i thought you were an amazing human and cute even if we ended up being platonic.
what an asshole i turned out to be.

/endsarcasm
do people actually like it when you’re genuinely interested in them?
or do they prefer to treat you like shit so you can prove yourself?
it’s so weird yet…

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Just when I thought things were leading to…

so when i called my hosting company this last time before the move,
the wolf behind the phone was very impressed with my stats.
he is another person with the “this needs to be monetized” suggestion.

I know…
I know…

so i asked him for any advice he had and he suggested i called google ads.
now jamari fox didn’t think you could actually call google ads directly.
i got excited af so i penciled it in on my calendar to call them the next day.
the next day comes and i’m on the phone with one of their representatives…

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Hey,
How ya doing?
Yeah,
I (haven’t) been doing mighty fine…

we all hit rough patches in our lives.
everything won’t be aligned and curated perfectly for instagram.
add on mercury retrograde and it feels like you are walking through cement.
from the shadow period until touch down,
it has been non-stop “wtf” in my life.
shit was poppin’ off irl and in the forests.
when i came on to update yesterday,
i got an error message and shit went bananas bts.
after a 2 hour call with my hosting company,
i had to legit pack up and move the entire forest.
we too big ya’ll.

It’s too big (big)
It’s too wide (wide)
It’s too strong (strong)
It won’t fit (fit)
It’s too much (much)
It’s too tough (tough)

with that being fonted…

Continue reading “unpacked the last of the moving boxes…” →

i don’t think you all know what a friend is.
my idea of friendship might be completely different to yours.
all this time i made excuses,
but i’ve realized ya’ll don’t make me feel included.
do you know how insulting it was…

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when i saw the cast of 2021 “dancing with the stars“,
i was like whaaaaaaaat?
they got really interested with 3 of their contestants for their 30th season.

RHOA, Kenya Moore
The First Black Bachelor, Matt James
NBA Baller Wolf for the Brooklyn Nets, Iman Shumpert

i was sure gonna tune in last night.
alas,
i had stuff going on that i couldn’t tune in but i caught the highlights on youtube.
ya’ll…

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My First
Giggles The Clown
Lipz
Work Wolf
The Baller Wolf
WW3 (the last one)

all of these wolves had something in common.
they were all wolves i really wanted.
dated some,
stupid interested in others,
but they all had a common trait…

Continue reading “i don’t think i woulda been happy with all the males i had the most interest in.” →