i haven’t left this city since i went to tampa.
that was like 2016-ish.
so when a friend hit me up last week and said:

“Pack a bag and be at the airport for a 7am flight.
just bring a little spending money cause i covered everything else…”

…i couldn’t turn it down.
where in the world was i going?
well…

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20.
pop smoke was only 20.
lemme font ya foxhole,
ya fox been out in these forests a lot more than before.
that is the only good thing to come out of my last job.

My ex-coworkers be outside and want me outside with them

when this song would come on at the various spots i’d be at…

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310am.
i shoulda been in bed,
but i needed to get the following off my chest.
it’s been a tough week for me emotionally,
but tonight really brought me to my knees.
i hate feeling lost and not in control.
for this entry,
i decided to speak my thoughts…
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i’m still upset with how “power” ended.
it’s like all my shows ended wack af.
i’m looking at you “game of thrones“.
do the writers not know how to end a show properly?
ugh.
i could have done without that series finale,
tbh.
now they want to knock us over the head with all these spinoffs.
i’m glad the actors are still getting work,
but still…

the only thing worth fonting about,
and the foxhole was interested in,
was the tyrone marshall brown…

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i guess you can say i’m having a fall from grace,
just no tyler perry.
when shit starts to fall apart,
it really enhances the loneliness you feel.
people’s silence is deafening.
the “lack” is hard to ignore.
i don’t know about your situations,
but…

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i’ve always said that being black is very hard.
we are a special race of folks,
but we deal with the most every single day.
we witness white folks enjoying their privilege on a daily.
bad enough,
we have to deal some with our own jackals and hyenas as well.
well on this week’s podcast on “insidejamarifox: the podcast“,
the topic was…

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