so saturday night,
i had a meltdown…
i don’t know about anyone else,
but one thing about the rona,
it’s causing me to confront myself during this isolation.
that can be a scary thing for some people.
this is why we see folks being extra needy and doing the most online.
one of my foxholers sent me an article about the rona and how it’s effecting new yawk.
so many folks have died out here because of it.
day after day,
i get news about the impending doom.
since i don’t have gloves or a mask,
i’m scared to leave my crib because i don’t want to be the next victim.
so when i read the article,
it didn’t help me feel better.
in the dm,
my foxholer said:
“If you can get out of NY,
you best do it now.”
the meltdown came because i didn’t have anywhere to go.
i felt so alone in that moment.
it was a scary feeling tbh.
one i’m sure many others are feeling as well.
i took sunday to rest and relax.
my phone went on airplane mode and was flying the friendly skies of “unavailable”.going forward,
i’m going to limit my news on the rona intake.
the shit ain’t healthy and it creates a ton of anxiety.
low-key: i find a peace having my phone on airplane mode right now.
is that wrong?