males will tell you anything when they’re horny.
we should all know since most of the foxhole is male.
i keep telling vixen friends to stop acting confused when it comes to dudes.
when a male has nut he needs to release,
he will suddenly become very nice and tell her all she wants to hear.

Texts become more frequent
Likes and comments become over-abundant
Plans start being made

he wasn’t doing all this before,
but suddenly,
he has become prince charming?
gtfoh.
once he has finished fucking her like he “loves” her…

he is back to being confusing and a headache.
dl males operate the same way.
one of my foxholers sent me this message today:

“Gays are so stupid, he only telling you that to still fuck you and be with his girl and fuck her too“

with the following video attached…

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i have this need,
maybe a want,
to always put people before my own happiness.
i can live in my head a lot and that casts the most doubt about myself.
for instance…

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irony is something else.
oprah was speaking about balance during her wellness tour and…

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validation.
these last few months,
even going back into 2019,
i have been seeking validation from outside sources.
it was going good for a while,
but as of late,
things started to dwindle.
when that started happening,
i started blaming myself and feeling less than.
comparison is usually the thief of joy and i was robbed blind.
this is what i spoke to with my cousin hybrid this morning…

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you are a castle.
hell,
you can be a country.
you just went through a devastating war.
you ended up losing that war and got destroyed.
what do you do next?…
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*person dying behind me on the airplane*

they kept coughing like they were gonna hacking up both lung.
was it them?
was it because it was cold af down in nola?
the day i was there,
it was so chilly.
i felt like i needed a sweater and jacket than what i had on.
i assumed because i was deep down south,
it would be hot af.
it felt like 40 degrees the night i was in those forests.
or…

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