Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
when it hits close to home!!
not tyler perry tho.
so the rona hit close to home.
you always hear of “someone who know someone who got it“.
well…
foxmail: “We clicked, he smashed my brains out, and ghosted after. Help!”
FOXMAIL
Hey, first let me say i admire you & your blog & tho i rarely comment i have been visiting these blog daily for about the last 5 years faithfully. Continue to shine, florish, inspire & walk into you purpose Jamari YOU are a lot of US.
So heres the thing i am a very discreet guy from a very small city with the chances of meeting someone of substance & on my caliber are slim to none. I have a good job, im establishing myself and elevating in life and in that aspect in life im content. However im in my early 30’s & im beginning to become a little lonely even though i don’t have a problem with being alone but i would be lying if i said that i didn’t want that happily ever after.
Last summer i felt as tho i may have had a little too much “fun” & it wasn’t getting me anywhere so i called myself taking a vow of celibacy until the new year. The stipulations were that i wasn’t gonna give up the goods until i found a nigga that was “worthy” of all that i have to give and i succeeded. Fast forward to last week i met this fine ass sexy young guy online & he persuaded me to come to his dorm after a few days of chatting. i obliged & he ended up giving me undoubtedly the best sex of my life thus far. i mean it was fucking mind-blowing straight out of the shit you would see on only fans & twitter (i fall into a trance evey time i have a flashback).
Like most of us i believed because the sex was good & we seemingly had a connection & he was really into it & me that it would lead to being a regular thing, he even asked me to come back over the next day, however that was last thursday it is now monday & i haven’t heard from him again. at 1st i felt on top of the world & i was very energetic being as tho he was very articulate, mild mannered, nice & fine af! all of the things that i had been missing from previous partners, the energy that was transferred was great until i realized i have been ghosted after sending a msg via text to no response. So then i check his profile & he has been active & clearly on to his next conquest (shocker right). After that revelation my high is now over & i feel as dumb and gullible as can be, like i waited all that time just to fall victim to another fuckboy. With me being an average built guy (i have a little bit of a gut but I’ve got a nice butt & i can dress but i still have a regular amount of self esteem & i would say im about a 7 in the face)
What do you suppose it could have been for him to pull this move on me?
i mean i am completely lost…
What should i do next?
MY ANSWER…
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notes: emotionally battered and abused
abuse.
so i needed to vent.
i’ve been going through it and i felt like i was about to explode.
so i wanted to speak my truth for anyone who is willing to listen…
all we want is to meet someone we are attracted to on jack’d
a4a.
bgc.
jack’d.
2 minutes on grindr.
we all go on those sites hoping to meet “our fantasy“.
out of all my days on those sites,
i only met 2 or 3 wolves who i was attracted to.
one was so fine and ended up being the best sex i ever had.
that’s a whole nother story.
other than that,
i never met any wolves like the ones in that picture.
AND I’M IN NEW YAWK!
when i saw that tweet,
i posted it to my ig stories to overwhelming response.
it led me to wonder…
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on my knees because depression sucks
depression has been fuckin me all up.
my writing,
my creativity,
my emotions,
and my life.
at least i have the guts to admit it.
i always have in my blogging career,
but some act like they don’t understand other people aren’t as strong as them.
/endrant
seriously though…
it’s a “i hate everything” kinda of day!
boy,
have i had a day.
i knew it would be a doozy when i woke up.
so i’ve been sick for the last week.
it has gotten significantly better,
but…
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