Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
this is the day star fox died (and a part of me died as well)
“I’m about to cook,
but Ill call you later,
Big Brother.”
on the 27th,
back in 2013,
those were the last words i ever heard star fox say to me…
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“that’s me! i ain’t no a catfish! it’s a filter homie!” the kinda sorta maybe catfish said.
when i saw to be on the apps heavy,
i remember meeting this wolf jackal from another state.
the first night he arrived,
we were to link and probably fuck.
from what i remember from the pic he showed me,
he was really attractive.
he wasn’t “a fantasy“,
but he was a cute regula degula.
or so i thought.
when we met tho…
you haven’t healed that emotional wound yet? (you keep infecting everyone else)
I exploded in therapy today.
holy guacamoley.
i went tf in on everything and everyone who has me feeling like shit.
i strongly suggested therapy.
so a majority of us have emotional wounds that haven’t healed.
we have had them for years.
the issue is we go right back into things that keep infecting the injury.
that is me right now.
i have a huge emotional wound that i haven’t allowed to heal.
it’s filled with…
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hi, i’m an empath and i f*cked up my vibe watching some sh*t on netlflix
i’ll never forget how scared i was when i went to see spike lee’s,
“summer of sam“.
i remember karaoke dropping me home and running my ass into my building.
she was equally as scared too.
i’m not scared of myers,
krueger,
or voorhies.
i’ll admit i was shook over chuckie and zombies as a kid tho.
“summer of sam” was based on a real serial killer in new yawk by the name of david berkowitz.
his thing was shooting people,
either in cars or walking,
at point-blank range.
he claims his next-door neighbor’s dog told him to kill people.
he had this city in a headlock in the late 70s.
the case always fascinated me tbh.
i decided to watch the first episode of “the sons of sam: a descent into darkness” on netflix yesterday…
but i can’t fuck with the other 3 episodes…
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accountability | may 17th – 23rd
i’m still tweaking how i’m gonna do this,
but i know it made me feel good when i did it last week.
i’m def gonna keep up with it.
i know it helps the foxholers stay on top of me and even themselves.
i stan a good accountability partner.
for this past week…
how i got involved with male makeup and “damage control”
Let’s have a conversation.
This will be a two-part entry…
my skin was absolute trash.
my teenage acne still had no chill when i turned 20.
because i had so many pimples,
they left a ton of acne scarring on my face.
people would legit comment on how bad my skin use to be.
one weekend in the early 00s,
i went on a weekend getaway trip to see good friends who lived in the dmv.
there was this wolf i was kinda talking-ish to that i wanted to meet up with.
he had a girlfriend…
or a boyfriend…
i can’t remember tbh,
but he wanted to get a drink on saturday night.
for what i can remember,
that weekend was a good one as far as pimples,
but the acne scars were outta control.
my good friend at the time was a very “face forward” type of fox.
he was all about your visuals and presentation.
“We need to do some damage control on you.”
i’ll never forget how i chuckled at those words.
“damage control“.
so he took me to a walmart and…
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