you know what disgusts me the most?
the fact i’m not getting any respect as to my fate with this job.
i have to find out from co workers about these “big changes”.
most of my co workers in my department are acting lost,
but they do know what something involving me is going to change.
hence “the big changes”.
my boss told them to have me train them on various projects.
you know what’s the crazy part?…
he hasn’t told me shit yet.
he is using others as messengers to approach me.
when i asked to meet with him,
he blew me completely off.
all in the name of passive aggression,
one of my co workers ended up spilling the beans to me.
she confirmed thing 2’s story.
my boss has been having “secret meetings and interviews”.
when i leave is when he does his interviews.
she also told me he has been meeting with mr. green as well.
i won’t lie,
but it brought me down.
do i really deserve to be treated like this?
i did my job impeccably and this is the thanks i get?
i created a great reputation at my job.
things don’t even function correct when i’m not there.
and assistants always appreciated my work ethic.
so it’s no much the leaving that bothers me,
but it’s the way this is all being handled by my boss.
it is real messy and unprofessional.
so i guess he won’t give me the luxury of knowing whats the deal?
he gonna do it the day before?
the day of?
come the fuck on.
this whole situation is like a bad nightmare.
i pray God has a better outcome in all of this.