
i’m not the biggest k pop person.
i have heard some songs from artists i liked in passing,
but not enough to make the effort to listen.
for the last 6 months,
i have been listening to ariana grade heavy.
positions
sweetener
thank you next (sometimes)
…but positions was really on heavy rotation.

something was urging me to listen to the blackpink vixens solos.
jennie
lisa
rosé
jisoo
i enjoyed these two tracks from them:
i heard a song from lisa with doja cat,
or one of the rap vixens,
that i liked.
on one of my strolls the other day because it was nice out,
something told me listen to one of the member’s solo album and Foxhole…
“ruby” from jennie.
when i heard “like jennie“:
i was likeeeeeeeeeeee:
WHAT?!?!

that shit went hard.
do k pop vixens usually cuss like she does?
then i watched her mma rehearsal for the song and was:

HOOKED!
hooked,
i font!
i’ve pushed ari to the side and i’m strictly on jennie rn.
my other “on rotation” song:
love hangover with dominic fike
the fact that jennie is so polarizing,
and someone i know was talking shit about her,
which pushed me to check her out too.
you know i love my polarizing people
sometimes they are anti-heros; other times they are villians.
personally,
i’m just here for the music than fandom wars but:
jennie strikes me as the type that she don’t give a damn

i need that energy right now.
once my spirit moves on from jennie,
i’ll check out rosé next.
lowkey: i am NOT a “blink”.
i repeat,
i’m not a “blink”.




I have been off black pink since those vids came out of them dropping the n-word, and dropping it heavy too. like wtf https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKeFiDwfexs
^ life and people continue to disappoint me.
every single time i think i’ve found a safe space,
or i like someone,
i am left shaking my head disgusted.
everything has been awful in this timeline.