This entire Amanda Seales situation is so interesting to me.

strictly in my head,
amanda seales speaks to those who have been hurt and fed up by hurtful misconceptions.
she has a voice and is fully using it without any apology.
in black hollywood,
where many people have been ran over and stayed quiet,
it’s always interesting to see someone speaking up because we know how its gonna go.
many black folks don’t like it when you speak up against other black folks.
here is something i’ve learned throughout the years:

Some jackals in the black community expect to hurt you,
break you down,
and you are supposed to shut up and just take it.
They will try to fuck up your reputation and you’re not supposed to do anything about it.

if you’re a victim,
you’re turned into the villain or you’re soft.
if you speak out,
then you need to die or if you’re a black vixen,
you’re amanda seales.
you’re difficult,
hard to work with,
and a bitch.
in that sense,
you’ll be wrong in whatever reaction you give.
so we have to deal with racist white folks and opps within the black community.
my small issue with amanda seales is this…

for a hybrid in his mid 40s,
shaun t is looking amazing.
he has been bulking heavy for body building comps but…

He is looking ripe for the picking.

looking at that picture above gave me chills.

Sidebar: i love the bulk bawdy tbh.
The muscles are always juicy looking with a lot of meaty parts you can grab all over.
The only thing is if you get an injury and stop working out,
all that bulk can turn to fat real quick.

he looks like the dilf next door that you fantasize about every night.
is it me or does he look like jim jones but with a fuller face up there?
even with his XL size,
shaun t can still get down too…

i think some people get toooooooooooooo…
caught up in their emotions when dealing with other people’s drama on social media.
as you know or didn’t,
jt and glorilla are beefing over dumb shit on twitter.
someone who worked for victoria monet on her social media got way too invested...

it is never too late to chase big things.
you can be going in one direction and switch TF up on these hoes.
life is a series of options and new paths waiting to be discovered.
andrew c. caldwell is on a new path of his delivert-ance.
you’ll never guess where his journey is taking him…

i don’t understand why the new batch of rappers want to look ugly.
nle choppa can’t be the only one who looks cute.

because the rapping wolves are looking the way they are,
it seems to be translating to the real forests.
i wanna tell some males:

“A haircut and a shower would do wonders for you.”

i’m still annoyed at drake’s hair and how he is dressing nowadays.
ugh.
lil nas x finally got the message and wants to switch it up…

It is the little things God provides for me.

yesterday,
i decided to host a pity party.
it was raining,
i was tired AF,
one of the Foxholers shared something with me that made me really sad,
and i was emotionally not in the best place.
sometimes,
it’s not a great day for a pity party.
we can’t always be together and posting spiritual captions on our IG.
sometimes,
shit just sucks.
i sent this text to one of my sisters from another:

yes,
i had on adele.
i was already hitting the gas to 100 for maximum depression.
i was happy that i wasn’t the only one throwing a pity party tbh.
so as i was celebrating my pity on my couch,
something told me to check my phone.
when i looked,
i saw that i had a tweet that said…