i have so much to say these days,
but i have no words to express how i really feel.
i want to speak my mind to you,
but i have way too much going on in my head.
i want it to flow effortlessly,
but i also want to barf a heavy dose of word vomit.
i don’t know what to do.
i don’t know how to get it out.
this is “me” at 5 am.
i can’t sleep.
i threw up like 3 times.
my anxiety is on one.
every time i lay down,
my eyes won’t stay closed for long.
no i’m not high fool.
i hope everything can come out soon.
its like i want to burst.
the joys of being a creative over-thinker.
i hope you’ll listen once i get it all out.