okay so i did something today i have never done before.
“before” i was nervous about doing it.
“today” i tried it and it blew every inch of my mind…
so i was tired.
i went to bed at like 530am.
i woke up off and on during the morning.
i had a few texts from my homegirl,
the pretty vixen,
asking me if i wanted to go somewhere with her.
i texted her back:
“to my psychic”
she told me meet her at like 130ish.
i met her down in the city.
she told me how this psychic was on point with her reading.
her boss leaving
her taking on a new position
how someone cut her hair out of jealousy
everything came true.
“how much is it?”
“i paid 40 when i went.”
not even a little?
so we stood outside there for 15 minutes.
when we were walking to the first place,
i saw a sign for another spot up the street.
the pretty vixen was hesitant,
i didn’t come out and get dressed for nothing.
i was going to get some kind of palm reading today.
when we got to the other psychic,
we rang the buzzer and she was there.
she immediately let us in.
we walked up a long flight of stairs,
which felt like an eternity,
to a cozy apartment with an older vixen at the door.
she seemed very nice.
i didn’t get bad vibes from her spirit.
“who wants to go first?”
i stepped up as pretty vixen sat on the couch.
i felt so nervous,
but i decided i was doing it for fun.
she brought me to a round table in her hallway and told me close the door.
as soon as i sat down,
she told me to shuffle these tarot cards and separate them by “3”.
as soon as i did,
she told me to make a wish.
she said a prayer after.
she pulled the top cards off the 3 decks.
i can’t remember the other two,
but one had knives on it.
she begins to tell me how i’m in some kind of love triangle.
she said its me,
and another person.
the knives represented the jealousy i was feeling.
he picks up how jealous i get and does things to how i would react.
she told me how someone in my life is drawn to me like a magnet.
she said that i am also drawn to them as well.
i began to tell her about work wolf.
she said that he never thought about the same sex before.
i came into his life and stirred up feelings he didn’t know he had.
he said he is scared of people finding out the things we do.
she said this is why he is so back and forth.
he doesn’t want to do it,
but he is really attracted to me.
she said some other things i can’t remember right now,
but when she said how he leaves his department to come see me,
and how he is always looking to see where i am…
this was me:
she said i need to curb my jealousy and let it happen.
she said its going to happen,
but i need to let it manifest.
she said he uses girls as validation like:
“look i can get this vixen and that one”
…and also to keep up appearances with his family and people.
she said that when he is home,
or even with vixens,
that he fantasizes about me.
she shuffles the cards and tells me put my hand on them.
i can ask her one question.
we damn near talked about work wolf for 20 minutes.
i asked her about my career.
she told me pull 3 cards and put them on the table.
i ended up grabbing:
she said that i do something that helps a lot of people.
its also very popular.
she said that what i do will make me live comfortably.
that is what the money card meant.
the card with the king on it meant someone famous will be involved.
that person will be the one to discover me and put me on.
she sees an investment on their part.
she said i’m going to need help.
the last card meant it will all happen pretty soon.
when she said that i’m anonymous and that helps in what i do…
again this was me:
she told me that everyone who has passed are watching over me.
they want me to be happy and often try to communicate with me.
i literally had a dream about my mother the night before.
i gave birth to a baby in a tub and she was there.
don’t ask about how i gave birth to a baby.
this woman was on point.
i swear i say on my life that i didn’t say a thing to her.
i’m also not making this up.
hell when she read the pretty vixen,
she also told her truths about herself.
her recent break up
the wolf she is with now
the jealousy of other vixens
where she is from
how she didn’t choose her original career path and she should have
we both left there feeling exposed.
it was like some stranger knew all our secrets.
i want to go back,
but i think i’ll leave it at this experience and take it all in.