so i’m getting closer…
today was pretty quiet.
well i went and washed all my clothes early this morning.
i can’t wait for the day i have my own washing machine/dryer.
i will own ( x this ).
preferably living in ( x this ).
anyway after i was done with that,
i pretty much laid in bed all day.
i didn’t feel like doing shit.
everyone needs a time out moment.
my brain however…
naw that didn’t shut down…
i’ve been on a strong pursuit of happiness.
someone told me this recently:
“jamari you are never going to be 100% happy.
no one on this earth is 100% happy.
i felt like it was the most pessimistic statement ive ever heard.
a side of me didn’t want to believe that,
but then i had to wonder if my idea of being happy is different than others?
maybe life is all about being content?
whatever it is,
i’m looking for it.