when i saw the poster for the new movie from a24,
“pillion“,
i knew exactly what that collar represents.
someone i was talking to recently introduced me to the sub/dom culture.
it was something that i heard about but never knew the inner workings of.

i found it sexy AF when he told me that he put a collar on his last partner.
the collar represents that as a dom,
you are his.
the collar isn’t always metal btw.

he told me how when he was in the bedroom with his sub(s)…

he would make them crawl around like a dog,
fuck them with no mercy,
beg for his dick,
and was into “pain for pleasure” type of shit.
he got off on control and power sexually.
he told me that unlike other doms,
he wouldn’t go too hard with pain if his subs weren’t comfortable.
he asked me as a joke if i wanted to fitted for his collar…

when i font it made my hole vibratedddddddd like no other?

unfortunately,
the fantasy was better than the reality.
the biggest issue is that he wasn’t a dom outside of the bedroom.
id love to meet a wolf who is dominant in a safe way,
assertive,
confident,
loyal,
and protective in and out of the bedroom.
unfortunately,
those who shout to the rooftops about their “i don’t play that” personalities…

…have all ended up being super PUSSY.

…and scared of little foxy submissive me.
how tf that work?
le sigh.

anyhoo,
i am planning on watching “pillion” with alexander skarsgård and harry melling.
it’s giving “fifty shades of gay“:

what he said to him at the end:

i would have had that butt plug in an hour.
“pillion” has a cumming soon release.

if i knew they would have been playing this movie at the NYFF this weekend,
i would have gotten tickets before they sold out.

lowkey: when i see couples and someone as a collar on,
i know what type of time they’re on.