I always attract men in relationships.
I have fun teasing them
and then have hell de-ttracting them….
I set myself all the way up huh?
But let me tell you about this asshole….
Well, he isn’t an asshole.
I will say that secretly: I am in love with him.
Yes, I uttered the faithful “LOVE” word when it came to a taken Wolf.
I met this Wolf a few years ago on a gay site that was poppin, called “Above The Life”.
I thought he was the sexiest thing and he was so rough, DL, and oh so masculine.
I have know him for a number of years and we remained friends.
(I wrote about him in blog’s past so no need to go into a heavy intro session.)
we haven’t been speaking as much.
He has a man so why even talk to me and put me through the ringer?
I put my heart on my sleeve couple months ago and confessed
I had a major crush on him.
He CLAIMS that he didn’t know…. I claim he is a liar and needs to be shot on sight.
it was his birthday recently and I refused to say Happy Birthday to him.
I didn’t see him sending me a birthday text when my birthday came around,
so why should I break my thumbs to send him one?
Two wrongs do not make a right but I don’t give a shit.
I got a text on his birthday saying, “I am tite with you”.
Fo’ why come?
You have a man, so why be tite with me when he gets to suck your dick at night,
during your respectable DL romps?
Why be tite with me when you are suppose to be happy and I am respecting your relationship, even though he knows about me?
He was quite mad when I called him “baby”… or “boo”… or whatever pet name I called him that night on YIM and dude went bat shit. I didn’t even know dude was there READING my messages to him.
Thank God something told me to keep the freak-a-leak convo to a minimum… that night.
…. AND THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME HE PLAYED STUPID.
But I blame my dumb ass for even falling into that trap.
He hit me on some “You don’t even read my status and comment anymore” shit.
I felt bad because I didn’t see his status messages but,
when I went to his site,
I was surprised to see a ton of them that I obviously missed.
For a week or so,
I was a faithful Fox commenting and liking… until I slapped upside my own head and stopped.
He never responded and now…. he is tite with me?
It confuses me Foxes.
Why are these taken TOPS so fuckin’ inconsiderate?
“If you want your cake and you want to eat it too, YOU BETTER go to a bakery because I don’t bake.” – Star Fox
Star Fox, a very close friend of mine, is also dealing with the same issue.
His ex boyfriend TOP decided to go BOTTOM or VERS (we are still trying to f igure this murder mystery out. The murdering of Star Fox’s soul.) for his new role as “WHUPPED“…. but is still showing interest.
It is all so confusing and not really fair to us who have a little (or alot) of attraction still.
Not to mention my situation’s boyfriend is actually cute….
Star Fox’s situation’s boyfriend is actually not.