i sat in wonderland with full disgust today.
it was before lunch so my appetite was gone.
in the climate we live in,
we are bound to feel “painfully black” in some way.
folks are not shy about their racism.
so i was telling my cousin hybrid about wonderland today.
we haven’t spoken in a while and he wanted a life update.
did i have a ton of shit to tell him!
i told him all that was going on in this temp job.
he didn’t want to believe what i was fonting.
no one does.
while i was pouring him a good cup,
he was in the background googling.
he sent me a few links to events the company held…
everyone was either white,
i mean something of a lighter shade.
all of the pictures was majority white.
it was very unsettling.
it showed that i was right as usual.
my foxy senses were on the nose.
as the day went on,
i couldn’t stop thinking about yesterday’s comments.
the entry was about how i was rejected from a job.
it lowkey depressed me as i played “predict the future”.
it’s a self destructive game i play when i start to panic.
as i was in the middle of my head about to explode:
i have an interview coming in in a few…”
the tall snow wolf leaned over the desk to remind me.
i can tell he doesn’t care for me.
he is just tolerating me.
it’s on the calendar!”
her name was nancy and she looked it.
blonde with blue eyes.
so they were about 7 interviews so far.
4 were snow vixens.
the one who came in today is new and she makes 5.
2 vixens of color came in.
none of them were black.
both were indian.
the 4 snow vixens are on their second interviews.
2 blondes; 2 brunettes.
the 2 indians never came back.
the one who came in today joined the blondes.
she was “basic pretty” with a nice body.
they seem to like a blonde.
the two snow wolves cackle the loudest while interviewing them.
“nancy – any whiter and she’ll vacation in nantucket.
her dad, orson, owns a private equity firm for oil platform workers i bet”
my cousin hybrid joked,
but sadly it’s very serious.
it’s really disgusting how this is all going down.
they definitely don’t want any n*ggas working in wonderland.
lowkey: i heard that tech is insanely and allegedly racist.
they don’t really do diversity all like that,
and if they do,
it’s often a sell out.