a man is only as sick as his secrets – unknown
We all have secrets.
Everyone walking among us has something about them that they are keeping from the world.
The cute Wolf you walked by this morning playing straight could be keeping a hidden secret.
Or, the Vixen you sit next to could be suffering from a horrible disease.
We all have something that we do not want people to know about us.
Or, we have something that we are holding in confidence about someone else.
They say that your secrets can eat you alive and cause you to live a stagnant life.
These kind of secrets can actually drive someone crazy,
in fear that it would be let out and shared with the world.
But, is that fear all in our minds?
Would it be that bad?
I started to wonder…
Are you scared of your secrets?
I have many secrets.
Ones that I am sure shared with others, they would look at me differently.
I try to keep my life as private as possible, which causes people to find interest in my secret details.
I do find those one or two people who I feel can keep a secret I share some of my intimate hush-hush with.
But, I often admire those who live like an open book.
They let the world in, without a care in the world or what anyone has to say about them.
I truly admire those who can let go and not give a fuck.
I also have kept secrets for other people.
People always trust me with their deepest secrets, and no matter how sick or confusing, I know how to keep them.
From the Wolf who is on the DL that wants no one to know,
to the Vixen who is cheating on her man with someone who is treat her better.
I like to think that as much as I can keep a secret, people can do the same for me.
Sadly, in this world today, there is no guarantee for that.
The fact I gave my biggest secret to Rapper Wolf has been bothering me since then.
Will he switch up and use it against me?
Or, will he keep it private and be a trustworthy?
Time will definitely tell…
…but I can tell I will obsess about it until I can’t anymore.
I started to wonder about secrets and trust.
What is the effective way to keep a secret?
Should we have a secret by secret trade-off program?
Or, should we just have faith that the other person won’t turn out to be a blabber mouth?
The one couple of thoughts going through my mind ends up the same.
Sitting here trying to come up with ways to keep my secret a secret.
I had to ask…