i love beautiful things.
i’m attracted to the finer things in life.
it could be from my home to what i put in my mouth.
speaking of things i like to put into my mouth…
i also love beautiful wolves.
it’s not just with looks.
that’s a good chunk of it.
i ain’t gonna lie.
i love a whole package of beautiful when it comes to a wolf.
a few years ago,
it was easier to meet wolves that i was attracted to.
all you had to do was make a profile on “a4a” or “bbc” and it was on.
listen i’ve had some beautiful meat in me because of those sites.
it was simple back then.
the problem now is it seems all the wolves i’m attracted to are hoes.
they sleeping around for a paycheck and flex zoning in the gym for a thousand likes.
it’s like they are cool with being passed around to the highest bidder.
it also made them stupid lazy and relaxing in pipe dreams.
i might be weird,
but i actually want to talk and get to know the wolf.
being friends first is very important to me.
texting is one or two sentences.
anything that requires anyone to read is off limits.
most of these wolves,
beautiful or not,
don’t have a personality anymore.
it’s all about selfies and status; sexting and spending.
if you’re willing to spend on them,
then they will be up on your face.
there is always someone who will.
The dating world become one giant strip club
if you don’t “look” a certain way,
you won’t get any attention.
so you have to resort in paying your way for a good time.
you know relationships based on that last a long time.
meeting someone new is a mess nowadays.
a majority of the ones i’m attracted to are “straight”.
the ones who are discreet play too many games or in long term relationships.
it’s getting bleak.
everyone is “savage life” or “hard to get”.
it’s becoming trendy to be a sociopath and hurt others.
you can’t believe the number of wolves out here who expect you to chase them.
they actually want you to get in line and chase them all over the city.
so where do i stand with the 10 others they’re talking to?
the 5 others who are dropping bread for a good time?
and what if i do all this chasing,
ass-ume i’m in the lead,
and get deaded in the end?
these wolves want you to:
pay their bills
take them out
still have your cake
eat it too
…and then repeat with someone else the next day.
when i’m out here,
trying to create a beautiful life for myself,
i often aim high.
i work hard to get what i want.
so when i see a wolf i’m attracted to,
no matter how good he looks,
i carry on the same mentality into looking for a mate.
so i had to wonder…
How do you do this “dating thing” in a high key narcissistic and social media flex zone?
…because i’m lost.
lowkey: in some twisted way,
some wolves are feeling the same way too.