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So, Uh, That “Empire” Series Premiere

…so you know this story already,
right?
father of three owns a successful record company.
the oldest works by his side,
the middle one is gay,
and the youngest wants to rap and follows “attentionisto” ways.
the mother?
well she is in jail for seventeen years because of the father.
she recently for released and is coming for her cake.
sounds familiar?
well if yes: please skype me into your next family gathering.
if no: you are in luck.
you can watch it every wednesday night at 9pm on fox.
that is the day and time of the new show “empire”,
the much talked about and promoted drama by lee daniels.
i mean when you have a movie screening for the show,
that’s a pretty big deal.
it stars terrence howard and taraji p henson.
my thoughts (with spoilers)…
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Thoughts In Front of The Fire

sometimes i would sit and wonder,
what would i do if my parents showed up at my door?
if in some twist of fate,
a joke from above,
that they didn’t pass away.
they were actually russian spies who had to fake their deaths.
and what about star fox?
what if he turned out to had faked his death because he witnessed a crime.
how would i react if they al showed up on some ol:

“we’re back!
you gonna let us in?
we hungry!”

would we hug?
would i slap them?
curse them out where they stood?
even though those are complete fantasies,
i often think about it when i start to miss them.
when i have no one to talk to or i’m dealing with an issue.
the holidays are coming up so they cross my mind a lot during this time.
sure i have the foxhole,
but i don’t really have a support system out here.
i don’t have a family i can go to if something goes wrong.
that is scary.
that scares me.
i often wonder would things go back to normal if they magically came back?
would i feel better if i had my safety nets again…
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Middle Fangaz, Thoughts, and “Aha” Moments

i turned off all my devices last night.
yeah.
i honestly didn’t turn them on until just now.
i watched a few movies and escaped my reality.
quite frank: i needed it.
i got up early this morning,
fixed myself a good breakfast,
and sat on my couch for the majority on the day.
sleeping at some points; thinking the rest.
after speaking to that female yesterday about liar liar,
i came to a conclusion while taking a warm epson salts bath.
one that i already knew,
but soon forgot once i was dealing with this latest test…
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