when did i take the wrong turn towards the upside-down place? (stranger things)

i must have entered the upside-down place ala stranger things.
i’m waiting for the call of love-making from of a big ass monster to emit in the background.

…but i guess a fly was sent to torment me in the meantime.
there is a fly in my apartment that is determined to drive me crazier than i been feeling.
i don’t know what it is about this week or the last month,
but shit has been turned upside down for me.
it has been legit stranger things since this merucry retrograde.
so much shit has been lowkey poppin’ off irl just this week alone.

Broke my Studio Beats
My AirPod Pros aren’t working
My sister is on the highway to hell
Money, Money, (Low) Money
My therapist retires next week

Motivation is at an all-time low

if it ain’t one thing,
it’s the next.
ig is the next on my “wtf” this morning…

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put that weight on my chest (no, i can’t handle it!)

i have been feeling like there has been something weighing on my spirit.
it feels heavy.
my chest feels super tight.
at one point,
i felt like i couldn’t breathe.
my anxiety is at an all time again again.
i’m throwing up randomly again.
it’s not physical,
but more emotional.
for the life of me,
i couldn’t understand wtf was going on.
as soon as i got on twitter,
i could see what

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this mercury retrograde tho… (that’s all i got)

so the mercury retrograde is finally over.
this one was in scorpio.
i never hated scorpio so much.
for those who don’t know what the mercury retrograde is,
well via “horoscope.com“…

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so i had a hard morning (and hard in the good way)

the mercury retrograde might have stopped kicking my tail.
well,
i think.
for a monday,
it was a pretty chill day at work.
i think i prayed most of the execs out for the day.
rewind back to this morning tho,
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