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Stop Hurting Me ( #life #sad #hurt #job #betrayed #used )

rainy_path_by_21711-d60m6d0so what triggered everything yesterday?
the letter.
the letter i got in the mail letting me my ui is ending next month.
now i know you say:
“well you already knew that.”
i did.
the letter came at the wrong time especially after the following events.
its a little long read but i hope you read it…

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Posted in A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI LIVIN' THIS LIFE WE LIVE

Do You Still Like Me Now? (My Broken Piece)

brokenbeyoncei always liked this beyonce song,
“save the hero”.
i think i mentioned that before.
the lyrics are a true testimony of my life.
you know the person who is always there for others,
acts like the super hero,
goes above and beyond to make sure they are okay,
keeps a great reputation,
but when the super hero goes home and takes their mask off…
who saves them?
i had someone who use to save me.
someone i felt comfortable to talk to and share myself with.
he has passed on and it has left me a complete mess.
my life is a fuckin mess.
do you still like me now?
i know people like living in a fantasy of others these days.
at least i have the balls to admit it.
a long piece ahead…

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I Guess I’m The “Help! Save A Negro!” Contact In People’s Phone?

tumblr_mpd14o4dHM1s6hqb1o1_500i really come thru for people.
sometimes a little too much in all honesty.
i guess the advice i give is usually effective.
today was another day of a friend needing my help.
my vixen friend texted me a couple of paragraphs,
it beginning and ending with:

“i’m through”

i knew it was either an emergency or a long ass poem

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foXXX: “I’m Gonna Be A Good Girl!”

britneygif“i’ll b daddy’s good girl!
i promise!
another nsfw

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foXXX: I Felt It All In My Rib Cage

tumblr_m5h6w50vma1qlfauho1_500nsfw.
and on a monday too?
#nofuckstogive.
i’m still a little moody BUT…
this little quickie cheered me up a little…

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Breezy Wolf Wants You To Be Ready

Screen Shot 2013-04-11 at 2.24.12 PMi won’t even lie,
breezy wolf looked good in this video.
dare i say,
he looked like hard “fuck”?
the song is smooth too.
oh yeah,
fabolous was in it lol…

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