there i said it.
i thought i knew,
but i have no idea.
i know i want to be happy.
that is always number 1.
what is happiness to jamari fox tho?…
if i could snap my finger and make it happen right now,
what would it be?
fine ass wolf of my dreams?
bring star fox back from the dead?
i think ive been chasing the wrong things that i’m burnt out tbh.
on the outside,
on the inside…
i’m a fuckin’ mess.
a mess i tell ya!
does that make me a bad person that i’m at this point?
or does it make me more aware of myself?
steadily trying to find what i want?
i don’t really know anymore.
i’m working towards finding more of a balance in my life.
putting all the things that will help me reach the next level.
ive been unhappy for a very long time.
ive been masking it really well.
i guess i got comfortable and vulnerable in the process.
i had to ask myself why when good things happen,
i don’t revel in them?
why is it that i pay attention to all the bad things?
the things that knock me down?
After of all of the darkness and sadness
Soon comes happiness
If I surround my self with positive things
I’ll gain prosperity